w.t.f.

seriously peoples. i see random facebook updates about more of my friends from belhaven (those who transferred and graduated away included) now having freaking BOYFRIENDS and/or getting freakin' ENGAGED.

wtf is up with that, and wtf is wrong with me?!?!

i'm jealous and envious beyond words

(not to mention the amount of self-loathing I'm going through right now... i'm so beyond unworthy of anything like that)

that's all.

(random: this is my 69th post in this blog)