last night

Events happened, and things went down so to the point where I realize that these have hurt me because 

and sometimes I think it's from the extended silence and how I avoided all the emotions to deal with anything and everything

that made his spiteful words hurt even more

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 ...and then you called

...and then I wondered why it all mattered because 

and then you said...

 and that's when I realized...